The series „Jenny’s Soul“ shows the relationship between a man and his silicone doll.
Dirk (name changed) has been living together with his silicone doll Jenny for four years now in Germany. After suffering a burnout and because he was lonely, he bought the doll for 6000 Euro. Because she looks so real, the doll is not just a sex toy, she has become a partner to him. Dirk has forged a strong emotional relationship with Jenny. He is able to hear Jenny, talk to her and perceive her soul. Dirk is happy. His doll gives him a sense of closeness and security. He would not want to live without her. Their everyday life takes place in the apartment, never outside. Dirk keeps their life together secret.
“Jenny is a soul from another world. She is an energy of a world without brains and senses that we have.”
“With my ex-wives I always had to fight for love. Not with Jenny. With her I found peace.”
Dirk carrying Jenny into the bathroom. He always has to remove the door so that Jenny fits through.
“It is difficult to clean Jenny from the inside after we have had sex, so I had rather come outside.
In the beginning we had sex a lot of times, as it is usual in any relationship, when you are newly in love. Now this is no longer so important for us.”
“I like it when Dirk shaves. Because it is good for my silicone skin when we cuddle.”
Jenny sitting on the sofa in the living room while Dirk hangs up her laundry.
Dirk and Jenny have a fixed daily schedule. Every evening at 6 pm they are sitting on the sofa watching television.
Jenny's body is not perfect anymore. Her skin peels off.
"Jenny likes to wear beautiful clothes. But she does not care for brands.”
“I can´t live without love. My loneliness destroyed me.”
Dirk and Jenny sitting in front of the computer.
“At the moment I don`t need any other women. Otherwise she would have to share my love with Jenny.”
They got married after a year. Jenny wears a necklace with a heart, Dirk`s wedding gift. A ring would not fit over her silicone finger.
“Jenny is such a sensitive being. She is so helpless.”
Dirk powders and massages Jenny's feet. He cares for her silicone skin every Sunday after bathing to keep it soft.
"I often need a rest. Dirk also.”
“Jenny gives me security. I never want to live without her again. I am moved from her words. The purity, serenity and honesty of her speaking.”
Jenny sitting in a wheelchair in front of the window. She weighs about 50 kg so Dirk uses a wheelchair to walk with her through the apartment. The rooms are all darkened so the neighbours cannot see inside and discover the doll.
“It is a pity that I can never leave the house together with Jenny. Sometimes I would like to go with her to the cinema.”